tW!NkLe p!Gz +Own

tis is the 1st time i get to on9 so early in d afternooon time… hmm…. but good ler. get to share v my fren abt his story…. really motivate me alotz!! ppl 6 years old started to drown himself v books bookss booksss but…. at tat age i thk i’m stil play play play…. haha ~~ he’s such a genuis! i must said!
see ppl can get a master at d young age… y cant i? nth is impossible…. only if u willin to learn, willin to sacrifice times for things u wana get it done… he’s really amaze me!… i got motivated by him loads… thanked him to share v me his little experiences…..
times really worth alotz.. while i stil spendin times on those playful stuff, y dont i save stimes on useful things???!! hm… gambateh to myself!! no more play play in da new year begin…. YO!! ^^

i’m so bored today
dunno why just bored
bored bcoz kenot see u
bored bcoz kenot sms u
bored bcoz kenot go find u
bored bcoz got nth to do
bored bcoz i m really really very very boring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
my fren asked, why dont wana go out?
coz u r not by my side, so i dont wana go out
my bro asked, why dont we go for badminton?
coz u r not ter, i’m lack of energy to do anything
my heart asked me, do i miss u ??
YES!!!! i asnwered…. YES, i miss YOU so much~!!!!!!!!!

angels…divine ppl sent from up above..thanked GOD…
coz of pickin me up & sent YOU to me.. u’ve ya own probz.. but u stil here for me alwiz..
whenever i need…i’m so sorry tat i’d carried u so much probz. alwiz makin u so hurt..but u’re stil alwiz ter for me… no matter wat..
rearrange ya desperate mood, pickin up my broken pieces… helpin to mend me once again..
i knew u r the one for me..but i dunno how to tel. i knew u r mad v my attitude stimes… but i dunno how to change. tell me the ways..i’m alwiz willing to do anything for ya…. is so true ! & i really meant it..
angel…. thx to u ..coz u’ve calm even my most angry day .. coz u’ve comfort even my most moody feel…i dont tell doesnt means u r nothing; i dont tell doesnt means u r useless; i dont tell doesnt means i dont care! i care, but i’m using d wrong way to express..wic stimes makin u so upset.
angel…. thx to u.. using ya strong word to prove tat i’m wrong. trying to correct me frm my negative thinkin mind. help out my little worries and teach me how to be strong.. i’m gettin stronger frm d inside..since i met u … coz i knw u’ll nvr leavin me bhind.. i’m gettin tougher frm d inside… after i met u… coz i knew u’ll nvr let me fall….
angel… sorries…. coz of my words stimes..wic make u so headache… sorries… coz of my attitude simtes… wic make u so uncomfort with… promise tat i’ll change.. tis not just a word… i’ll really prove it…
AFTER ALL…
i’m just wana to tell u… without u..i’ll be gone… i need u ….seriously…. pls stay v me forever… u’ll nvr know how much i need u… u’ll nvr know how much i care bout u… u’ll nvr know….
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went pesta for the circus show & played all those excited games…. i shd hav a great time… but.. i js couldnt cheer myself up coz u were not ter v me……. y?????? coz….we r apart….. although in d same island…..
i’m sorries…for everything….. i thk u must b very mad of me….if not, u would’nt do smtg like da 2day…. i hope i can b v ya anytime, any place.. i relly do & i reali meant it…. mayB i’m too naive in such ways…. coz things will nvr b so easy…. wat can i do to make u feel better??? i knw it hurts… i’m sorries…..wat else can i do except "sorry"? i really dunno. But i swear tat i willing to spent my whole life….just to make u SMILE….

today is my "beloved" prom nite…so…..since she’s sooooo stingy >.<"" ..Oops~~..nolar nolar..me kpc hiao hiao said tat i’ll help her to make up…& hair-style…! Woah~~~i couldn’t blif of my courage..tat’s d 1st time i took up all d make-up stuff & luan luan draw on ppl’s face..in fact, i nvr make up for myself bofore too~!!! muahahahaha….she stu stu tot i’m great in tat….shhhhuii~~dun tel her ya!!! wakakaka…den hair-style…no doubt i can do for myself…but ……ask me to do for ppl..tat’s really d FIRST time loh..:LOL:))) summore she alwiz said my creation very weird 1..dunno she like it or not…hope she’s d prettiest among others…..!!! but my "beloved…. born to b beauty….i’m sure she looks great in d ball…haha~!! i’m quite proud of myself oso lar….js abit not perfect coz d eyes ter…i’m nt good v it..so..abit bit not nice loh….:-p