感觉像驼鸟，把自己隐藏
像没有灵魂的躯壳在恍荡。
没有神经思考的假象
一部部呈让
就快停止呼吸般。
没有勇气承担
你对我的期盼
我只是觉得忧伤
看着时间冲淡
到底我的人生是黑是白是色彩都一样
感情对我来讲已是一种负担。
请让我遗忘
这或许是我独自的奢望
没有忘记承诺的海洋
只是不再存有心中的小太阳
写作是我常做的一件事。。。在即将遗忘前想让大家评估偶的写作能力
是否还是和以前一样的功力。或许随着时间流逝。。。
我已不再像以前的我了。。。
i got no mood to do my fma assign. nw… is like totally break down after few days didt sleep well… bcome a panda oredy…. & real real ugly dark circle… goshhhh~~ i cant even recognize myself stimes while i’m in front of d mirror…. hair so messy…. wearing a "lao yee" spect….. so "wat tart"…. aiyeerrrr…. whn i can end tis life huh??? thk it’s not so soon yet… coz stil hafta work mah after tis… haih……. boring loh…..
being conflict v parents bout d further study stuff… why cant thy js understanding abit??? i’m trying to think for thm on bhalf of the economic.. but why u keep pushin me to oversea js bcoz u hope i settle down in overseas…. but it doesnt means tat i study here i kenot get to go settle down at else wer… if only i got the opportunities & i hv d talent.. i’ll survive …..rite???? arghhhh….. da fei said dont stress up coz of tis… but ‘m kinda worried….
my performance aint tat good as compare to last time… i’m pretty sad bout it… bee told me tis is kinda human being pushin themselves up to d peak & based on ogive thoeritically there should b a curve down whn u up to the peak & after tat u’ll strike up again.. but i dont want it to b down at tis moment… as it is so critical …. & vital & urgent… & watsoever… tis is definitely not i want it to b… i knew stimes thg js kenot b in my way…. js… i’m hopin i’m gonna get thro tis…. pray… tat god bless me… tat i’d b wat i wanat be…… anyone gimma some refreshment?? i need it so badly… may b a bungee jumpin wil help! man~~~ im so miss of bungee…
It’s not the fault of the student if he/she fails,
> > > > > > because the year ONLY has 365 days.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Typical academic year for a student:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know
> > > > > > Sundays are for rest.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 313.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot
> > > > > > and difficult to study.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 263.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 141.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health)
> > > > > > means 15 days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 126.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies
> > > > > > (chewing properly & swallowing) -
> > > > > > means 30days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 96.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 6. 1 hour for talking
> > > > > > (human is a social animal) - means 15 days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 81.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 46.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40
> > > > > > days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 6.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > Days left 3.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > > > > > 1 day left.
> > > > > > ————————————————————————
> > > > > >
> > > > > > 11. That 1 day is your birthday.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > How can you study on that day?!?!?!?!?!?!
> > > > > > Balance =0
> > > > > > "How can a student pass ?????"
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > > *Please pass this on and you will have good luck
> > > > > > for your examinations through out your life
> > > > > > studying =)
> > > > > >
stimes things js couldnt turn back whn it is passed…. i js get to know….. i’m alwiz thinking not too late to grab smtg… but in fact, it is really too late… tis is wat i get from all of yours experiences…. stay tough dude… i know u can stand up for yaself….. !!!!!
things get worst… whn u asking it more and more … coz ppl feel irritating… tats gonna b worst still u know….. may b let go is another way of loving…. dont u thk so??? dude…. really dont wana see ya like now…. depressing…. tats really sad to see ya best buddy like tat… u deserve SOMEONE better .. no doubt for tat… !!! & u get to meet alot of new ppl in the world as it is round… so… nvr narrow ya space just enough to suit ONLY one person…. tats not worth it , IF the person u love doesnt feel the same as u ……
