darkness~~~~
Saturday, December 23rd, 2006im kinda blur… blur in everything…. i couldn’t find my passion, i couldn’t find my life, i couldn’t even know wat i want… im so empty… so blue… so grey….
thg doesnt turn out as wat i want.. im losing my control… i’m a puppet… im losing my soul…. i couldnt get myself clear… i knew life doenst goes as wat i wish… im js wish it could turn out a little bit more sunshine…. all i can see is darkness… surroundin me…. beneath in the dark….. bring me some light… i js need a little bit more time thn i could fixed myself…. i know i can.. but i aint got any time left… thy js being not understanding… kind of old fashion & trying to tie me & force me to do wat i dont want to… wish i would hv wings…. take me fly…. over the sea…. ter i shall live. in the white and peaceful hill…. tats the palace of hopes