Archive for April, 2007

u had oredy lost our memories..

Friday, April 27th, 2007

stimes, i was thinkin, is tat correct tat i’ve done tis to u ..but it seems so fair nw.. u get wat u want.. ya frenship,career,…everyting…back on track… no need to face all kinda difficulties tat u tot b4 tat u might have…
we r far apart frm each other nw..not js physically…bt heart… i shall nt worth a precise place inside nemore, i suppose… we js havin gaps.. some distance…
because, u hv lost…our memories….

I met a moron >O<

Monday, April 23rd, 2007

U know wat, ter’s a really some small gas human being out ter.. can u imagin tat he acted like a moron & start scolding non-stop no matter hw im trying to overcome d atmoshpere? come on man, y shd u takin it so difficult whn someone,who u could said a complete stranger … to talk everyting abt her to u whn she knw u nothing? i doubt tat…
is kinda weird tat i’ll fought back last nite… it made me look like a moron too whn i started to scold back… may b im js nt feelin good lately. cz im toooOOOoo stress…!!! aftertat, i calm down myself & i js search for tat moron-guy’s contact click on d "delete" & "block" ..end of story…  i shall nvr meet him on9 again.. i suppose.. god bless me..

舌头是一个燃火器,它可以伤害一颗心,也可以温暖一颗心

confusing…..miserable agonize..

Sunday, April 22nd, 2007

i fell once, whn im doin my a-lvl..facin d same difficulties…wic make my studies like shit…no-one knw d reason bhind bcoz all i told of thm caused of my results sux! i thk alot of ppl look down for tat..coz frm a science student change to biz.. ter started alot of questionssssss…im so so frus v tat…coz no-one shall knw d truth.. thy all js knew my results sux! yea, all my fault.. come to me thn.. i dont care.. watever!
thy tot i disappointed thm. in fact, im hell disappointing myself cz my ambition burn since da day i decided to stay.
NOW~~ i thk im gonna face it again. coz i knw my standards is decreasing… nt as good as b4… wil i fell for twice? i do not knw…miserable….

vanishing~~~

Sunday, April 8th, 2007

stimes i wish im js vanish… may b im trying to run away frm d reality… im nt tat good as compared with last time.. tats terrible isn’t it?… u said i’ve been putting too much responsibility on myself… im trap… trap in my imaginary world… too long? NO!NO!NO!i didt… i knw reality is cruel…i js cant find myself a reason to stand up again… let me js vanish… if i could.. but i couldnt… i knew i hv plenty of reasons for me to stand up…but, without u …. d alwiz important spirit to encourage me… im lost… family… i knw u not letting me go… but im aint make u so proud anymore.. u wanted more frm me..wic i couldnt… for the moment… im weak…pls…help me to stand up…