Save the tears
Sometimes i sit and stare
I think and hope; and wonder life would be fair
Martin Luther said:" when I angry I can pray well and preach well."
I would rather prayers get angry to ease the sorrow in my sane
Nobody can get it
They have just no clue
I can be a daughter that is faithful
All i wish is just to give my life a little colourful
Tears streaming down my head again
This pain never grow old
As memories are unfold
I only aim to please you all
but why is it so difficult to make you smile more
Staring at the big plain wall
I wonder is the lights are on
Why am i feel so dark with no warm
Screaming in my head
I know it never go away
Like my shadow vividly
Im sitting here all alone
Just as i always did
Just let me be
In the breathless space
As I’m just too late to be save
I still remember a quote:
"Nothing is predestined. The obstacles of your past can be the gateway that lead to new beginning."
I wonder when it will start happening on me
A story told thousand times in mind
One day may be
When the voices silent
The tears will quit growing
I still can’t stop trying
I am stand still holding
To the faith i believe in
To light up my path with bright beginning
